Hello Twenty Nineteen!

Omaigad. It's been years that i don't update anything here. I have a full-time job which take most of my times, boxing classes, out of the office trips and etc. Time is a constant challenge. And after a few years, here i am. I need to start writing, because i always believe that, writing heals! InsyaAllah, moving forward i will try to use all the little bits of time i have to write more. On the other hand, I'm working on my first book. Which a love journal and i hope i will be able to finish it one day. Right now, i have write 35 pages. And I'm so proud of myself. *gentle pat on my shoulder!


Okay where do i work now? I'm still working for my previous company. This year will mark my 9th years here. But lately my job is soulless and some days I struggle to get out of bed and show up to work. I haven’t really written anything new (that’s not related to work). I want to write more for myself, but at the end of the day my brain is mush and my willpower is completely tapped out. I have nothing left to give. I’m especially weak right when I get home from work because my mood is low and I want instant gratification, so I usually succumb to watching TV or some other escapist activity until I have to get to bed and start the whole cycle again the next day. I’ve been trying everything I can to use whatever free time I have to write, but I can’t seem to do it. All the productivity articles in the world about time management etc. have not worked. I’m at the point where I feel like I'm helpless.


Now, it's June twenty nineteen. I hope another half of this year is different than the rest. I wish i can finally say goodbye to those old habits, that keep pulling me astray. I should stop letting others determine my worth. I've cut ties with some people, who are always bringing me down.


I also hope i will finally find the love, that I'm so desperately crave. I still want to travel to the places i’ve always wanted to go and take myself out, when no one wants to show.Instead of chasing, i wait. Instead of flaking, i commit. Instead of giving up, I've succeed.


So what do i hope to come? I hope i can be a better version of myself.

Roadtrip To Kuala Selangor..

Hey all. What do u do on 1st January? I can see a lot of people posting their vacation to beaches and whatsoever. Ramai yang take advantage of this long holiday to go somewhere. To spend their time with their beloved families and friends. So do i. Me and my beloved buddies which is Era, Naza, Epul and Afiq decided to take a roadtrip to Kuala Selangor. Actually the idea is to go to Ipoh, but considering some factor such as my medical conditions, the car problems, and what so on, so we decided to head to Kuala Selangor. This is Epul's hometown so he will be the tour guide. And Afiq also doing some research about Kuala Selangor. The top attraction that we should visit.

We started our journey at 6.15am after Subuh. This is because Afiq wanna have breakfast by the paddy field. I and Era tak tido actually since last night. Imsomnia. Hahaha. So the journey takes about 1.5 hours and we reach Kuala Selangor by 8am. Just nice for a kampung style breakfast.

The nasi lemak there is soooo fucking delicious. And ada satu kuih tu. Berbungkus dalam daun pisang. I used to eat Pulut Serunding Kelapa, but this one Pulut with Sambal Tumis inside. Pedas and sedap. After breakfast, Epul drive bawak masuk ke kawasan paddy field. Ohmaigad. Memang cantik. What a breathtaking view. Jakun kejap kitaorang berhenti and pegang-pegang padi tu. Comel. Hijau. Hehehehe..

Tengoklah. Subhanallah cantiknya ciptaan Allah kan. Padi yang hijau. Langit yang biru. Rasa macam nak baring atas padi tu. Hahaha.. So we stop there taking pictures and enjoy the panaromic view.

Then kami teruskan perjalanan. Ada lalu kat satu Paddy Gallery. Niat nak masuk. Then EPul, Naza and Afiq turun siasat. Then they said its not worth it. As kami akan duduk atas deck untuk tengok. Tak boleh masuk dalam pun. So we decided not to go. Seterusnya kami ke Bukit Malawati. Bayaran tiket RM5.30 termasuk GST. Dari bawah we hop on a trem to go uphill. So we can see la a lot of museum here. Ada Musuem Permainan Tradisional, Museum Sejarah, Lighthouse, Poisoned Well, Cannons, Hundred Steps and banyak lah lagi. Tapi tak larat nak jalan. Hahaha. Sakit tailbone aku jalan. Dalam kereta pun dah cramped.

Monkeys are everywhere. Belum masuk ngan kawan-kawan aku yang perangai pun macam monkeys. hahaha. Sakit perut bergelak masa kat dalam Muzium Sejarah. Ada je lawak dorang yang buat kami ketawa. Lupa pulak dalam muzium, so ketawa kuat-kuat. Aduii. Then we all ambik-ambik gambar berlatar belakang kan Selat Melaka. Sambil menahan bau air kencing monyet yang sangat kuat kat situ. Aku dan Era rasa insecure takut kena terkam dengan monkeys. Belum part maruku Afiq kena rampas oleh monkey-monkey tu. Kesian Afiq. Habis sepeket maruku dia. Hahaha..

Then trem bawak turun downhill ke Muzium Ikan Air Tawar. Kitaorang dah berpeluh so tak turun pun. Sebab muzium dia yang hado. Tak menarik. After Bukit Malawati kami ke Pasar Penambang. Banyak lah kedai-kedai yang jual produk makanan laut ala-ala kat Pangkor tu. Ada banyak jugak seafood restaurant kat sini.

After that, kami ke Cendol Borhan. Rata-rata bloggers recommend untuk datang sini. So kami pun enjoy la makan cendol durian dengan cuaca panas terik. Bagusnya semua pekerja berkopiah. And ramai jugak masa we all datang tu. Cendol dia memang sedap weh. Murah dan sedap.

Lepas makan cendol kitaorang jalan-jalan tengok kain langsir la, kain ela lah. Pastu dah tatau nak buat apa. Afiq pun beli movie ticket Dilwale malam ni at 11.50pm di IOI Mall. So tak sempat la nak tengok fireflies. Kami pun bergerak la balik ke Cyberjaya.

On the way balek, makan dulu dekat Restoran Gelas Besar ke ape ntah nama dia di TTDI. Then balik rumah. Sakit gila punggung aku. Kebas dalam kereta lama-lama. So balek tido dulu. Malam nanti nak tengok Dilwale.

Hahaha.. So that is our activities on the first day of twenty sixteen. I really enjoy the trip. To be with your best buddies ( even tak semua dapat join ), its really a good journey.