I Wanna Be Fairer..

Nak putih.. nak putih. Barulah putih. Muahahaha. Heyya. Salam satu malaysia. gitew. Hahaha hari ni i all pergi Mines. Jalan-jalan abskan duit. Then pegi la tengok movie kat D'Pulze. I all tengok citer The Forest. Hurmm review sikit eh. Besh la jugak. Tahap ketakutan yang menakutkan. Just ending dia jer tak berapa shiok. Its about a twin, Jess and Sara. Sara need to save her twin from the forest, Aokigahara Forest. So sepanjang citer tu pasal Sara try to save her twin. That forest known as a haunted forest where people go to commit suicide. So as an identical twin, Sara know that Jess tak mati lagi. She got that feeling la mengatakan Jess dalam kesusahan. If my sister wandered into a haunted forest because she wanted to be alone or something like that, well let’s just say I’d probably just let her go. Why double down on a mistake when it comes to ghosts and the idea that I might be dead inside the forest. Pergilah minta renjer hutan cari. Betul tak?

But actually, it based on a true event. Aokigahara forest is very real, and the events of the film more or less accurately depict what the forest is like. Memang kisah ni betul, kisah orang bunuh diri, "ubasute" and macam-macam lah. U all google la pasal forest ni eh. I all malas nak citer panjang. Hahaha. I all sedih sebab Aideen mati kene bunuh gara-gara perasaan melampau si Sara tu. Dah la Aiden tu handsome. Berduka mama. By the way, u can google "Aokigahara Forest Bodies". Beratus gambar bodies that they found in that forest. What a spooky forest. Banyak "yudei".

Okay abis movie tu i all pegi la cari kedai nak beli produk memutihkan kulit. Dah bermacam produk i try tapi tak jugak putih. Radiglow, K-Colly, Inayah Advance, Glutacaps, Injection Vit C, Glutathione la ape la, u name it, mostly i dah try. Tapi tetap gini jugak kaler kulit i. I takdela skin problem sangat, kekadang tu adalah jerawat tapi problem i is my big pores. And also my dark skin. Hehehe. Not that dark just cekelat-cekelat camtu. Tapi biasalah kan, kita mana pernah puas and bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada. Macam hosmet i, dah putih gebu pon gigih nak makan collagen putihkan kulit. Seriously i don't understand her. Hahaha.

So hari ni i terpengaruh la beli set penjagaan muka Qu Puteh dengan Secret Skin White Kawaii Jihan Musa pakai tu. Nak try la tengok camne. Sambil tu i akan teruskan makan Vit C, Vit E and Transcap ni. Kalau tak putih jugak, siap Dato Seri Vida ngan Jihan. Haha see i mudah terpengaruh kan? Actually i tak percaya sangat kalau produk pakai retis jadi duta sebab dorang banyak duit so macam-macam treatment dorang leh buat. Contohnya Kajol tu. Hehehe. Tapi takpe i try okay.

So i harap i rajin la nak consume semua bende alah ni. Sebab i bukan rajin sangat. And part nak kena minum 3 liter air tu, perghh cabaran yang cukup besar. Rela masuk air IV macam kat spital dari nak telan masuk tekak. Tapi, demi mendapatkan kulit yang cantik and putih, i akan berusaha. Beauty is pain right? Okay. Go Zett go. Jangan hot hot chicken shit. Hahahaha. Okay till then, tata titi titu. Muahciked.

Second Chance?

Yes and No. Huhuhu.. Oh, we all have that.Just reality dictates that you can't so you sometimes dream a little. Fantasy won't hurt anybody i guess. So here is who i wanna meet again and who i don't.

A big yes to my crush, someone who i adore so much. How i wish i could turn back times and treat him good so that he won't leave me. I know he loves me but i tak pernah menghargai dia. Yup, i never appreciate him until he's gone. Our relationship is like a roller coaster ride that time. But i do loves him. And he didn't know that. I still remember all of our conversations, memories taht we shared, and the phone call when he's out of town for work. We're separated by thousand miles and i didn't make the relationship spark at all. I am 24 that time. Both of us. If I had the chance to go back and meet him for the first time again, I would put extra effort in keeping him.  I want to get to know him all over again or make up for the things i have done wrong. I want to display the best side of me. And now, he's married with 2 kids already.

A yes to the day i met Era. I would told her not to call me "Kak". So that she won't. But now we are used to it. So i don't mind. It's not that i don't like to be called that way, but she is one of the biggest influences people in my life. A lot of her friends, become mine too. And when she called me kak, the whole bunch of the group will call me the same.She will also introduce me with "Kak Zett". Even some of them are only 1-2 years younger than me. I don't wanna sound that old. And that's odd. Hahahah..

Yes to the day i met Dato Seri Vida. I met her on Makan Malam Sempena Hari Wanita Peringkat Kebangsaan 2015. I should've ask her, her email address. So that i can send my resume. Hahaha. She's my idol now. An example of a strong and successful woman i would like to be one day. InsyaAllah.

A yes to my ex, MABP. My ex when i'm 22 years old.  I would have turned around and run as fast as I could. I've regret to know him. He caused a lot of problem which i can still feel the pain until now. Like using my name for loans, which he dissapear and i have to pay. To sell my car without proper agreement so that the car is still on my name and i have to pay for 7 years even i'm not using it. I really hate him and i don't wanna see his face anymore. Don't you dare to show your face to me.

So many people will leave scars in your heart. And there will be the one who will always put a smile whenever you're thinking of them right? Sometimes things just get out of hand. I just wanna go back and meet all of the person all over again and so i can wipe the old slate clean and start all over again. And this time make it better.  I wish we really do have time machine... but I guess that's not going to happen. Hahaha. So let's do our best today and forget what happen! Oops.. I mean learn from it too!