Hi all, happy new year.. Its a new day. A new chapter anyway.. On top of all, i feel so sad and empty.. I don’t know why? Life has been so harsh on me lately. Last nite, i’ve been wondering, is this what we called karma? For those bad things i’ve done.. Maybe this is a punishment to me! What goes around will come back around. So i guess this is my payback time..
Empty.. It’s feel like i’m standing in this big world, alone. With nobody by my side.. Nobody to watch my back. Why does life need to hurt me so much?
I often find myself down with hatred and anger..Outburst of rage.. I've try to leave all of the shit behind, but whenever i try to, it keep pulling my leg back into the sluts.
I am so full of anger and hatred till i can't see straight. I really have no control over it any longer. Its partly due to being trapped in a really sucky situation. I can’t see my way out of which caused me to feel so bad. What a pure, blinding rage.
Can i still create peace in my heart? Or can i turn to be a heartless one?
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